November 2014 – Contemplating the divine

Put your lovin’ hand out baby

It’s what she says when my hand’s been doing a bit too much lovin’. I just say ‘Yes Ma’am’.

The beautiful Mistress Mina Thorne, whose dungeon I’m sure is entirely free of creepy-crawlies. Except her clients, obviously.

Perhaps these things should come with instructions.

Sounds like a win-win.

Actually it arrived two days ago. Come on – you have to tell her sooner or later. If she calls the couriers and finds out, she’s going to be very cross.

That’s very considerate of her, isn’t it? They’re not all heartless bitches, the ladies featured on this site, you know.

What? No I’m not. Well…maybe I am. It’s complicated. I mean, yes I am a
model, but I haven’t gone by the name “Alison Lawson” for years. I’m Ali Landry now. I was Miss America – now I’m a – well, I’m a ‘supermodel’, I
guess. Sounds really fancy, but, you know – that’s what the magazines call me.

Alison Lawson was just a stage name when I used to do these
glamour shoots for fetish sites, before I really made it. I was always a stern nanny type – spanking
naughty boys, putting them in diapers, dressing them up in little girls’ clothes and making them stand in the corner. That kind of thing – not the harsh dominatrix in leather. I had this kind of loving discipline image, I think. It was a bit weird at first, but it paid the
rent while I was building my portfolio with the fashion shoots. The great thing about that kind of fetish is that you don’t have to go naked – that can really kill a career in fashion modelling.

Strict old Alison Lawson.
God… that really takes me back. Anyway – always good to meet a fan.
What’s your name?

Really? No way! You’re Emma’s fiancé! Oh wow!
Well I’m Ali, aren’t I? Her
oldest friend. She must have talked
about me?

Yes, I thought so.
She’s told me everything about you!

Well…maybe not everything, come to think of it. I think I might know something she doesn’t, hmm?

With apologies to the divine Ms Landry, who – to the eternal regret of perverts everywhere – almost certainly did not start her career modelling spanking shoots as a strict nanny called Alison Lawson. I say ‘almost certainly’ because I will admit I have not actually checked.

Like a christian fearing vengeance from above…

…I don’t pretend to know what you want, but I offer love.

(trigger warning: vanilla link. For no obvious reason, I’ve always thought of the song as rather D/S… but I think that of many things).

Don’t worry if you’re still confused. Things will be made clear.

I think that’s disgraceful. Just because we’re submissive doesn’t mean ladies can treat us like doormats, can they? Well, I mean, obviously, if a lady like one of these wanted to treat me literally as a doormat, that would be fine, wiping her muddy boots across my back, but erm… OK, maybe they can then.

And you prefer not being gay too, don’t you, so it sounds like you and Master Mark are very compatible!

Get another one, of course. There’s plenty. Hello! Ma’am? Over here!

I offer love… this is one of the most Significant of the Others in my life. Lady Sophia Black is simply wonderful.

Taking it slowly at first

Darling, I’ve been thinking about what you told me on
Saturday. About your need to be…
dominated. Sexually.

Look. I’m sorry I reacted the way I did. It was just…a bit of a shock, you know? It’s not really something I know a lot about, and it just sounded kind of weird and scary… and I guess I just didn’t want to hear that this was happening. That this wasn’t really my husband saying these things. You know?

But…I went to look at those web sites you suggested. And a few
more. And… well, you know, it’s really
not my thing. Really, really not. But, darling, you’re my husband and I love you. And if that’s what’s going
to make you happy, I think we should try it.

Oh darling, calm down. It’s OK. Really it is.

Only…it’s all very new to me, so you’ll have to be patient
with me at first, OK? I don’t think I
can do all of it. Not straight away. I mean like dressing
up in leather and rubber and stuff like that.
I don’t think I can do that. We don’t have to, do we?

Great. Because that’s
a bit too much for me. Maybe later. When I’m used to it.

But I was reading about these husbands who dress up in
maids’ outfits and do all the housework.
That seemed all right. Shall we try that? And I’m supposed
to punish you if it’s not done to my satisfaction, right? With a cane or something?

Or a paddle. Sure –
whatever. I’m OK with that.

Oh – and financial domination too. I could do that, I think. We’d get your company to pay your salary into
my account, and I’ll control all the money – keep a tight rein on your
spending. Maybe give you an allowance
each week; or just make you ask me if ever you want to buy anything. Cane you if you spend any money without my permission.

“Or paddle”? For that one as well? OK, sure. Doesn’t have to be a cane, I suppose. Not every time.

I read a lot about financial domination. It does sound kind of fun, actually. So we can do that.

Anyway, erm…I’ve drawn up a ‘slave contract’. With stuff about the housework and finances
and the punishment thing. (I’ve written
‘cane’ actually, in the section about punishments, but we can make that ‘cane or paddle’ if you like.) And cuckoldry – that’s a very femdom thing
too, right? So you’ll enjoy that. It’ll be better for me, too,
because you’ll be in chastity, and that way I don’t have to keep unlocking you
and locking you up again every time I want to make love.

But no more than that, at first, OK? Just so we can take it slowly, for me. I’ve included in the contract the right of
Mistress to change the terms anyway, so we can maybe put in a few more things as I
get more confident with it.

Shall I print the contract out now? So we can sign? I’ll add that thing about the paddle first.

Stop your sobbing

She’s very particular about the gardening – that’s why she has them whipped so often. She’s very particular about sex too, but then as her husband you know that already don’t you?

It must be very difficult for her, being trapped in a sexless marriage like that. Still, she could probably play around a bit. I mean, it’s only fair. And who knows – maybe one day they’ll find the key.

She did make a particular point of how cruel and heartless she was in the advert, to be fair.

Women, eh? There’s always one more thing, isn’t there?

Pesky Geneva Convention.

So bandwagon! Much out-of-date meme. Many comic sans (sorry Steve!).

Just a short one

Oh darling, there was a telephone call for you earlier. One of those lifestyle surveys that
advertisers use. I said we weren’t interested and you were busy
doing your chores, but they were very insistent. Apparently, you’re an important demographic
for them. Goodness knows why. So I said I’d answer for you, so they won’t
keep calling back, you know.

Let me see now… what did they want to know? They asked about hobbies so I said cleaning, ironing
and cooking. They asked about your sex
life, so I told them you didn’t have one.
They asked if there were any purchases that you always make sure you
never run out of, so of course I said tampons, because you know how cross I get
if you don’t have them ready for me. Oh
– and they asked about disposable income so I said you get five pounds a week
in pocket money if you’ve been good.

They lost interest after that, I think, because they just
finished up the survey and rang off.

Sorry that was so disappointingly short.

Wow – I just had a really overwhelming sense of deja vue! Because I’m sure I’ve typed that exact same sentence before. But I think this is the first time I’ve posted such a short story as a stand-alone item, so I’ve no idea when that can have been. Isn’t that weird! Do you ever get that?

Oh well. I expect it’ll come to me.

It’s uncanny

I was using a thesaurus to look up synonyms for the word ‘impotent’ (I read somewhere it’s not a good idea to repeat precisely the same language in successive lonely hearts ads), and I read the following:

Impotent:

helpless
inadequate
incapable
incompetent
ineffective
ineffectual
inept
paralyzed
powerless
sterile
unproductive

It’s almost as if the thesaurus compilers had met me. The power of words, eh? But enough of that, let’s turn to the power of dominant women, because that’s what you came here for, right?

Everyone should have a hobby. I have several.

I think that although ‘the overall parameters’ might originally have been consensual, it’s probably not a good idea to try to renegotiate those now, either.

Oh dear. I think this Chuck sounds a bit overbearing, don’t you? Maybe you should have a word.

It’s silly to think she’s denied you a last orgasm. I mean, you had a last orgasm already, right?

It’s good to do things together, as a family.

Secret admirer

Oh darling, before we start playing – here’s something you’ll
like.

You have a secret admirer!
No, really. You know those photos
of you tied to the bed that we posted to the blog, ages ago? Well, there’s this woman – at least she
claims to be a woman – who runs a blog where she posts captioned photos and
stories and stuff. And she’s used a lot
of your pictures – oh, in at least 15 posts now.

It’s a bit different from our domestic discipline blog –
much heavier and darker stuff. Like
castration, torture, snuff – that kind of thing. She’s really clever, though – you wouldn’t
believe some of the creative ways she has you killed, in some of the
stories. There’s one where you have your
eyes pecked out by a trained crow, and then you die of starvation after being
led into a pit by her voice. And there’s
another where you’re nailed to a board, and then she hangs it up on the wall and masturbates looking up at you dying.

Yeah, I know. Well I did say it was quite dark, didn’t I? I don’t think I found a single story in which
you managed to keep your balls by the end, for example. It’s amazing how many different ways she
knows to remove them. The crow features in one of those too – she’s photoshopped it into one of the pictures of you. It’s rather good, actually – you’d really think there was a bird between your legs. She doesn’t try to show any actual action, of course, that would just look fake. But it’s pretty menacing, especially once you know what happens in the rest of the story.

I’ll give you the address and you can have a look for yourself. It’s called Boymeat, or something like that.

How did I find it? Oh, I don’t know. Just playing around on the Internet. There’s so much weird stuff around, isn’t there?

Anyway, someone out there thinks you’re really sexy! Pretty exciting, huh? Maybe I should be jealous of her!

If it really is a her.

You ready now? I
thought we might try a little teasing tonight.

Crossover

Hi there! Listen, have you ever thought about how it must be for porn stars who aren’t in the femdom ‘scene’ who do an occasional femdom shoot?

I don’t mean those porn stars who just don’t have a clue about femdom – who pose around in some bit of leather or holding a whip, before getting naked and screwing some guy.

No, I mean girls who can do femdom properly – but just not very often. By ‘properly’ I mean just punishing the guy and demeaning him and stuff like that. And never letting him fuck her.

Me, for example. Hi! This is me doing a spanking scene.

Exciting isn’t it? And you can get on over to Clare Spanks Men and get more of that. Servitor did and he’s hardly able to walk for wanking so hard. Here’s another:

Stern, aren’t I? But I’m not a domme. I’m a mainstream porn star. See – this is also me. Actually, this is the sort of thing I spend more of my time doing than the ‘stern’ thing:

Or this…

And there are some even more revealing pictures out there – of me naked, or me having sex. Videos too! Vaginal, anal, oral. A lot of oral…my lips lovingly wrapped around fat, veined cock. But the little submissive who runs this blog isn’t allowed to show pictures like that. They’re only for real men, you see.

And that, in a nutshell, is my point. You can fantasise about my being some stern governess type if you like, or a hard-ass fitness trainer like this:

or a stern boss:

…and if that was the only thing I ever did, like a lot of spanking models and dommes, maybe that would be OK. Of course I’m unapproachable, of course I’m an ice maiden, of course I don’t have the slightest interest in you as a man or in the thing in your pants, except as a possible cause of your habitual disobedience and thoughtlessness. Of course – because I’m dominant and you’re submissive.

(Did you enjoy that? I was belittling and humiliating you. You creepy little guy)

Maybe you’d think that at the end of the shoot, I give a cheerful couple of extra spanks, and at weekends I go off to fetish parties with my friends in the scene. Then it’s not so embarrassing to fantasise about my spanking you, is it?

But! But but but, how much more humiliating is it to know that when I’m not behaving like that in the shoots and videos you fantasise to, I’m behaving like this on other sites?

…or even like this:

(yes, the panties do keep coming down. But only on sites for real men. So you don’t get to see anything more.)

Or even this – I think I can just about allow Servitor to post this one, although it’s not enormously deferential to what you submissive little creeps consider the superior sex:

and there’s more. I fuck, I suck, I cum…you know, I do the normal things that normal guys want porn stars to do.

…but having seen all that – and knowing that I will and do ‘put out’ for men who can actually cope with that sort of thing – how do you think I feel about this guy?

(Do you think when I’ve finished smacking this guy’s ass, I push him off and breathe out heavily and say – oh wow, baby! That was fucking wild! No. I don’t. Because I’m treating him like a fucking naughty boy, not a lover, not a man.)

..or this one:

(Do I look like I’m in a state of sexual arousal in this picture? Feel free to refer to some of my non-pervert photos further up, if you’re unsure about the answer).

And…finally (because although I’m sure you’re not tired of pictures of me, I’m certainly tired of talking to you) how do you think I feel about you? About the ‘men’ who get more turned on by my shouting fully clothed at some little wimp before putting him over my lap, than you do by my fucking some stud of a guy?

How do you think I feel about you?

Knowing, that while this – and more – is readily available online to men who get turned on by real sex…

(well, I can’t really show little pansies like you the full scene you understand, but here’s a couple of scenes cropped so you can only see my face. You have to imagine what else is going on.)

…and there are plenty where that big wide open mouth of mine is full, too. Not for you, though.

But the only use of my mouth and tongue you’re going to get is to scold you. Like a naughty child:

…and this is the closest you’re ever going to get to between my legs:

I’m a real woman and I like to fuck real men. So much, I’ve made a career out of it. Men all over the world fantasise about me going to bed with them, fucking them, sucking their cocks… And you are… what? Fantasising about the big strong Australian girl with the muscular thighs smacking your bottom and telling you off as you lie across her lap. Pathetic.

Humiliated? You deserve it.

The part of the porn star in this tale was played by the astonishing Gigi Allens. All these photos are of her, and I think we can agree that she is indeed an example of that very rare breed: a mainstream model and porn star who really can dominate. I have no idea if her opinion about that – and about us- is as presented here. But you know… it just might be.

All domination photos are from Clare Spanks Men. Try it – if enough of you do, they might forgive me for using so many of their photos. It’s good, anyway.

The vanilla photos are from all over the place, so don’t even ask. You shouldn’t be looking for that sort of smut anyway.

Month: November 2014